I still feel a little out of it from last night, but I think some clarity is in order.
Carly and I got into a fight last night. It happens. I think we worked it out allright. But something that came up was that she didn't think I would get into law school. I was a tad perplexed at this notion. She had some reasons/phobias but the main thing seemed to be her talking to other people and their reactions. Mainly being that I can't do this.
Quite frankly I felt hurt, betrayed and very angry. In fact, I still do. It was a punch to the gut. But maybe I bring this on myself given the people I associate with. So beginning now and lasting till whenever the hell I feel like it, I'm going to be isolating myself from negativity so I can concentrate at the task at hand: finish my LSAT book and the pre-tests, register for the test and then take it in October. I will not be hanging out with anyone, accepting phone calls from anyone or really acknowledging your existences.